The God Maker - How God Became God

A story about a "John Doe" without an identity, who awakens in a hospital bed not knowing who he is, the hospital psychiatrist who assists John in his reflections about identity, a little girl with exceptional abilities, a mathematical prodigy who could destroy the world by succeeding in his life's endeavor, and of course, SHET the God Maker, who changes forms as he wishes, who can be seen sometimes but more often can only be heard. SHET urges John Doe to become God or else the world will cease, or more accurately, the world will not have ever existed - but... John Doe can only become God through a magnificent failure.

He went to the mirror. I don't know this little guy. Is that who I am? he thought. He did not recognize any familiarity in the blank eyes, and the body looked like an empty shell. No, this cannot be me, he thought. It is just a face that could belong to anyone. He touched the mirror tenderly and then it hit him: Of course, this is not me! It is my morror image. He started laughing. The engulfing quivers of relief rose like bubbles of joy that burst into freedom; echoing off each other they filled the stern room with primordial delight. He looked at his hands and understood that he did not need a mirror to see his reflection, for if he looked at himself, whatever he saw would be his image only, not the man himself. He felt elated by the realization that he could never see himself; whatever the looking self would see would only be the image of the looking self, not the looking self itself. Suddenly he stopped laughing. But who is this looking self?

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